My dear FaithFul friends: Well. It has been a hot minute since I had a moment to hop on here. This has been a hard hard year. Johnny has certainly had him a time. We keep thinking that all is good and then we find out another problem or whatnot. We are holding on tight to each other and to our Faith. There isnt any other way through life is there?
It really is true "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
To be honest, I havent had much time to think about any of the politics and goings on in our nation. It is surprising how your world shrinks down when your own true love is lying in a hospital bed with tubes and such. I kept watchin that he would take just one more breath. I wish I could report that he is out of the woods. He is not. I do thank all those people praying for him and for all the messages from all of you. I know several of you have asked me to post our Go-Fund-Me here. I appreciate you wanting to help, but I feel like this space isnt the place for all that. Just know all your care is seen by me and I feel the love.
I have seen some of the news of late, because when you are sitting in waiting rooms for hours, you are just going to.
It breaks my heart to say this next part to you, my Dear Ones. But I have seen all the coverage and photos and all and I cant come to any other thought than that President Trump is in those Epstein files. The evidence that is out on the news already is daming. The way he keeps saying this and that looks just like my youngest would do when he was naughty when he was little. There arent no files, There are files but they were made up by Obama.
Dear Ones, it kills me that the person I put all my belief into all these years to set this country right, is actually a monster. If not, then he needs to show everything the government has and that he isn't in them files. You cant be my president if you have abused children like that. I know that God will cast him into the pit for eternity, but he needs to be held to account here on earth.
I renounce Mr. Trump. I look back earlier this year and I read all my fears about Elon Musk and I read about my fears about how Trump was asking. Now I know I was seeing that Trump was the rot all along and I was just blind because I wanted the best for my Nation.
I wanted the abusers and murderers out of here. But now I see people in masks putting zip ties on children and pointing guns at them. Those children arent criminals. I see a lady taken away from her baby hours after giving birth. That lady and that baby arent criminals. Her husband is a service man!
I wanted us all to get a good shake after Biden ruining our economy. Now they signed a bill to take food away from children and veterans and medicade taken away. Rural hospitals closing down. We are lucky we are close enough to Austin we can get Johnny to help in a hurry. All the people further out may die if they have a heart attack or stroke or whatnot.
I am grieving so hard for all those people killed in the floods round here. Even more with everything taken away. That dont seem like an act of God that those people didnt get a warning.
And I don't hold with us burning food that our tax money paid for. We paid for it, it could save children's lives.
All this to say, I am exactly the same person as I was when me and Helena started this blog. But I am also way different. I cant believe like I did before. If that makes us lose readers, then that's just fine. You are welcome to put your thoughts in the comments. But you are also free to Go. Being Faithful to me means staying true to God and to Christ, to Johnny and the boys and to MYSELF.
I dont know what comes next for me on all this. If you are still reading, we can find out together. I love you all.
Picture above is one of my sage bushes. Can you believe the beauty that God brings even the most humble of plants and places? He reminds us of our love everyday if we have eyes to see.

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