My dear FaithFull ladies: I have been up all night with Johnny at the hospital. yes, we are back AGAIN!
When the children were sick and I was up all night, I always turned to Prayer. Just like now. So far, God has seen us through. We have had a mighty good life. SO I know he will Hear me and see us throught this time too. He truly never gives us more than we can handle so we can increase our faith and become ever stronger in doing His Will in his Kingdom on earth.
As I pray, I am also taking stock of this world. I cant believe how things have changed in just lo these months. I remember back in January how thankful I was for President Trump to get into office and start all the things he promised us. Then my worries starting to come in as I saw satan's hand start to be shown with Elon Musk. Then I had hope that once our President had got shed of Elon, he would start to shake free of the evil one and solve the problems we need fixed.
My dear Ones, I am hear to say that I was tricked. I thought satan was fighting for control of our President to turn back the will of God. I now see that satan was living in the President all along.
I have watched more tv than I care to say lately. Its on in all the waiting rooms. Because I never watched too much before, I never actually saw too much what Donald Trump was saying nor what he was actually doing. I had too much on my hands running my own life!
I have seen him fill up the White House with gold and he even stole a soccer trophy and kept it. I seen him talk about how he loves our military. But at the same time, I have to fight the VA for care for Johnny (he served in Iraq in the first Gulf war). I see him say that he wont harm us but will fiht for us. But at the same time I got to know a young lady with cancer whose last hope was an experimental trial she was going to start and then they up and cancelled it and shes gone to hospice instead. Shes just a beautiful smart teen loved by her family and so many friends and shes been fighting for her life so long.
I seen him say he loves our farmers, but I hear form Helena that Kansas is in an awful way. The farmers got the wheat in the ground. The government used to buy all that up for feeding starving children. Not anymore. And no other place to sell it with the tariffs and trash talk of other countries. I think Nebraska too.
Just yesterday I seen him say that he was going to have Putin come watch soccer in our very own country. The day before he said he solved 7 wars but maybe it was 10 and he solved ones he didn't even know about.
I seen him wandering around on the White House roof. I would say that maybe he is just starting dementia. However when he was talking about that Aligator Alcatraz, that made me realize that he enjoys enjoys hurting people.
I also believe in my heart of heart that maybe he wasnt a client of Epstein, but he sure was abusing girls. I have seen just too much proof on the TV with my own eyes. That corruption of the soul only leads to satan.
I may lose some of my beautiful FaithFull ladies about this, and that makes me sad. I wish I could make you see what I see (but without the hospital stays!!!!) One day, God willing, this all will be known. I believe that much like God testing me and Johnny with some hard times, God knows that this country needs to go through some hard times. I believe that God sent Donald Trump to test us and yes, Make us Great Again. But not by lifting up Donald Trump and keeping him there. No. God put him in the White House to get us to fight for God and AGAINST Donald Trump. I believe that is God's will and I hope He does not find me wanting and I hope He grants me forgiveness for having my head turned for longer than I want to admit.
I will stop now, I hear the nurses starring to bustle around and they will be in soon to get Johnny started with his day.
Know that I love you Ladies! Even if you dont like what I am reporting and you want to turn away. As always I am here if you want to say what you think or if you have seen things that worry you too.
Help, Lord, for the godly man ceases to be,
For the faithful disappear from among the sons of men.
2 They speak falsehood to one another;
With flattering lips and with a double heart they speak.
3 May the Lord cut off all flattering lips,
The tongue that speaks great things;
4 Who have said, “With our tongue we will prevail;
Our lips are our own; who is lord over us?”
5 “Because of the devastation of the afflicted, because of the groaning of the needy,
Now I will arise,” says the Lord; “I will set him in the safety for which he longs.”
6 The words of the Lord are pure words;
As silver tried in a furnace on the earth, refined seven times.
7 You, O Lord, will keep them;
You will preserve him from this generation forever.
8 The wicked strut about on every side
When evilness is exalted among the sons of men.
