Hello Faith Full friends. Helena here. You may have noticed my absence. No I wasn’t traveling again and no I wasn’t sick. Well, maybe sick. Sick at heart.
You see, I was very angry and hurt when I read Kerrie’s last post and her and me had words about it. I felt the need to step away from Faithfull Ladies League for a bit. I didn’t want our thing to be public and I won’t share much about it but some of my own feelings. And yes, some changes in me.
I couldn’t believe when I read her word’s, “I now see that satan was living in the President all along.”
I love Jesus with my whole heart. I grew up in a Christian household and I have many preachers in my family. “Preachers and teachers” is what we always joked about. We even have many denomination’s, thanks to my mama being Catholic and my Daddy from a Methodist home, and others beyond that. We always made it work, and it was instilled in me all my life that Jesus is the Way. I have served God the best I can.
I voted for President Trump three times. I felt he was the right man to stop crime, get the illegals out, and especially bring down prices. I felt he was righteous and would do the job of getting us out of trouble and putting us back on top of the world. He is the man to Make America Great Again!!!
So, Kerrie's words were very strong to me and hurtful too.
I felt I needed to stop away and lick my wounds as they say, I did a lot of introspection and reading and talking to my family and my friend’s and my pastor. And Kerrie and I talked alot. Me and her are doing better and I will be here with my Faith Full Ladies!!!
Kerrie and her family have been going through so much!!! Please pray for her and Johnny. I know she is in pain in her heart and soul about what is happening to Johnny.
The world feels so topsy turvy right now and there is a lot of wildness around. I have a lot to say about it but Im not sure how to go about it quite yet. I think I need to take bite size piece’s of all my jumbled thoughts.
I am going to do that now and try to make some short blog’s about the current events and what is happening my my heart. For today, though, it's about Mr. Charlie Kirk.
My heart is aching so about Charlie Kirk. What a fine young Christian family man, willing to talk to people and have debate's. I just can't believe his two little children will grow up without a daddy! It's so sad!
Now, you know, I have too say that I didn't know a whole lot about Mr. Kirk until he was shot and I was able to watch some of his wonderful debating things on college campuses here and there. He seemed like such a wholesome sweet guy. And smart!!!
Its a real tradgedy that he died and in such a horrific way. Right in front of everybody and it was just awful. Murder is wrong wrong wrong and they say that it was political because his killer was from the left. This is even more wrong! If there can be "worse" part's of murder!
People are upset and then I found out that some liberals are not really that upset about it.
How can you not be upset about murder? That made me even more upset!!!! All the people I know were saying that the violence was wrong and murder is wrong. Of course!!!
But my cousin “Alice” (not her real name) and me have been talking some since our visit last spring. We gotten a little closer. She is a real gem!!! (Hi A! I love you!)
Anyway she sent me a thing about Charlie Kirk that shocked me to the core! I'm going to see if I can put it in here. The things he said. I don't think its A.I. Alice said this is really things he has said and it really messed me up the thoughts I had about Charlie Kirk. I almost didn't finish it but becasue I have committed myself to new learning, I decided to share it because sometimes we need to learn things that upset us.
Proverbs 1:1-7
The proverbs of Solomon the son of David, king of Israel;
2 To know wisdom and instruction; to perceive the words of understanding;
3 To receive the instruction of wisdom, justice, and judgment, and equity;
4 To give subtilty to the simple, to the young man knowledge and discretion.
5 A wise man will hear, and will increase learning; and a man of understanding shall attain unto wise counsels:
6 To understand a proverb, and the interpretation; the words of the wise, and their dark sayings.
7 The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge: but fools despise wisdom and instruction.
And Helena will not be a fool! I will learn!!! So even though it is shoking I read it and watched the videos. This is a foreign newspaper adn they dont care about what is happening over here so maybe its better than the dang mainstream media!!!
Anyway, this is it and please don't blame the messenger. I couldn't believe these ones espeically. These are real quotes: https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/sep/11/charlie-kirk-quotes-beliefs I'm pasting them here.
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"I think it’s worth it to have a cost of, unfortunately, some gun deaths every single year so that we can have the second amendment to protect our other God-given rights. That is a prudent deal. It is rational."
"The answer is yes, the baby would be delivered." (Talking about if his 10 year old daughter was r*ped and became pregnant!)
"We need to have a Nuremberg-style trial for every gender-affirming clinic doctor. We need it immediately."
"If we would have said that Joy Reid and Michelle Obama and Sheila Jackson Lee and Ketanji Brown Jackson were affirmative action picks, we would have been called racists. Now they’re coming out and they’re saying it for us … You do not have the brain processing power to otherwise be taken really seriously. You had to go steal a white person’s slot to go be taken somewhat seriously."
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I really disagree with him on these things and I don't think that they are kind words. Also I don't think that people should be told about how to think and say about someone. If the liberals don't like him, so be it.
Baby's should not be having baby's. Especially when they are r*ped!!! and you know my learning about "gender affirming" stuff from my post last spring. And even though I really disagree on those ladies and their thoughts, I don't think he should be talking about "brain processing power" - it really looks bad because they are african american and it makes me uncomfortable that he talked about "stealing a white person's slot" I don't think they are dumb at all or they wouldn't have the jobs. It isn't the way to talk about people. If I was in the debate with him I would disagree about the thing he said about cost's of gun deaths. We have a god-given right to have guns but any death is not a "cost" for it!!! I am sick at heart for all the gun deaths too not just Mr. Kirk's. To many school shootings.
Anyway I am sad for the whole thing. I don't like that people are getting fired for using their free speech even though it isn't nice, saying that they don't like Charlie Kirk. I hope people can come together and mourn the loss.
I have lots more that I been thinking about but I need to do it another time.
